BB, I have a few comments to make, so please listen.
Let me first say, some states DO require parks to file injury reports. Ohio and Pennsylvania come to mind. You will notice that not all rides in the world are evil. Cedar Point for example, has never had a ride-error, or employee-error death in the HISTORY of the parks 150+ years.
Additionly, if you look at any ticket stub, or any sign before a ride you will ALWAYS find one sentence that states. "Ride at your own risk." This means that the park did not require you to ride it's ride. You CHOSE to ride this ride.
BB, I do feel sorry for you as I have a friend who will never be able to feel what a rollercoaster feels like as he is strained to a wheelchair with no feeling from the neck down. But, he doesn't blame anyone for his accident. He doesn't sit in his chair hating the person that did this to him. He is just happy to be alive and tries to enjoy life to it's fullest. He never pressed charges against anyone. I've never heard him say a bad word against the person who "commited the crime." He simply goes on with life.
I would like to comment on a quote you made:
"No amount of money can compensate me for my losses and pain... so they will have to get into big money to make my life a bit easier and garuntee medical resorces so I will not have to go without medicine or treatment again ever.."
If no amount of money can compensate for losses and pain, why do you want this "big money?"
I understand you have medical bills to pay, and I'm saying that SFDL should pay for your medical bills. But as you stated, You don't want money for Pain and Suffering. Everyone will hold you to this.
We're all dealt with cards we don't want to play in this world. Sometimes they're small, sometimes they're huge. But please, don't live in the past. Live towards the future. Live towards what you still have. This isn't meant as an attack, I'm just saying, quit feeling sorry for yourself.